I don't take as many pictures of my growing belly as I did last time around. I don't get as much sleep, or drink as much water or remember to eat my leafy greens as much as I did 3 years ago. I don't just sit and quietly reflect on you, rubbing my belly, as much as I did with your sister. I don't find as much time to dream about what color your eyes will be or if you'll be short like me or tall like Grandpop or what you'll be when you grow up...
But I do think of you often.
It's the way it is, I guess. The first time around I had more time. Now I'm busier and find less time to relax with just you and I.
But I promise it's only because we've given you an awesome sister who is learning to share us with you and she already knows how to love you so much. And you are already just as awesome as she is because you were made with an extra person to give you love.
And I promise... I think of you often.